I am in Lurve with everyone and everthing

I s this what happens after 6 darshans (blessings) .. I seem to love everyone suddenly!...last night after darshan, this 'gorgeous' Argentinian, came straight up to me and said you are so brightly radiating...no-one speaks English berry well...I can't even spell anymore...I said thankyou...and we walked along the road for hours stopping at different tea stalls...him smoking, me sniffing the smoke....still not doing it but my skin is looking like a hide, I thought I was mean't to de-age not look like an achneed youth...we talked about life, present and past...everyone here has some 'crisis' in their life...his father was in the military and expected him to follow and he couldn't cope...and had a crisis, I thinks it means a breakdown..took a lot of drugs and then saw Baba in a dream....they all see baba in a dream...who cares they all seem to be saved now. Mother had a crisis too and left darshan suddenly...I think it was DIVINE DIARRHEA...she IS in a human body. Some people felt very cheated, they had travelled a long way to see her. When...G-d has to go G-d has to go!...her Aunty returned to say she was not well. Had a beautiful day and went with some 'new friends' to Rishi Valley...I had taken a pill called a Zombie from an Indian chemist, and it cured my stomach pains. You can get anything from the chemist and you only have to buy one pill at a time R5 for one ! Rishi Valley had these amazing Bunyan Trees and we sat and meditated and read scriptues and pages of philosophy....it felt so wonderfully old fashioned......we had lunch at the school...they are all so brilliantly behaved...and the colonial signs are still around "THE TUCK SHOP", I will add photos when it gets easier! I am still taking the children to school everyday, and today again we were blessed by mother and I got a sweet...see what a good girl I am!! Now I have to rush to the Ganesh restaurant for Lunch to meet my new friends, the Columbians and an English girl, and later the Argentinian boy.....not spending enough time by myself me thinks....but I am meditating a lot....xx