Ok deep breath today I have lift off.....Last night I walked with a Sweedish woman from my lodge to the Ashram....she has lived at Sai Babba's ashram for 4 years...how do they do it! She reckons the reason I have been refused savor (voluntary work) is that I shouldn't be working but need to go inside myself more....I prefer that to having no patience. After Darshan which was wonderful..(I cannot believe how the chidren sit in silence with their straight backs for 2hrs...one divine child is only 4 years old.) I went for dinner with Walter...we went western...which was tasteless..I ordered veggie bajji and it was a bun with fried onions....He told me how Sai saved his life...he had tried to committ suicide...and his whole live has changed....whatever it takes I say. I then went home and sat in foyer with a man from Prague..who had also been at Darshan....and I got hysterical as he described to me his feelings when he arrived in this place....it could have been me....the 'Checks' are on an ashram crawl. TODAY I HAD LIFT OFF....I happened to wake up early and walked to the ashram through a beautiful road of houses painted in bright colours The kids were ready to go to school and Francois asked me whether I wanted to walk them to school. Just before we left we were called into Mother's room......she wanted to bless the kids and those that were taking them to school....thousands cue up for this and today only me, Francois and the Kids, went to MA'S ROOM....I got the same chocolate they got from her....I felt blessed....Came back and spent the morning painting windows...then went for a fabulous lunch with 2 Columbians and2 Americans and an English woman who has lived here for 5 years and was born down the Bello, her Dad ran a pub on the corner of Latimer Road...so home from home.......Now I am having a blissful time........
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