It is all in the water

So I am at the ashram early and in shock at what has been happening in Mumbai....and the reply I get is "Not half as bad as the trouble we are going through here.....every child has peed his pants last night in bed!" They do not listen to the news...bad things happen all the time and we must continue to pray to the Divine. As Ma is the embodiment of Divine, Adilakshmi is the President...I am summoned to her. " Ma is very happy with you, you have a way with the children and you wish to return in June." I never said that! I get a look from some of the devotees, I have been chosen, given an opportunity and I shake my head not sure about anything. I tell her I will be in touch. Yesterday a woman phoned from Tamil Nadu to say they have had no rain......Mother speaks to her and no sooner has she put done the phone when the woman rings again and says, "Oh thankyou, the rain has begun".....and boy did it 'begin' from Tamil Nadu right over to Andra Pradesh and it hasn't stopped. You would think rain is a phenomena...school was cancelled even though they had their last exam to do. So I read stories, acted for them and generally entertained in ENGLISH....they want me to stay....I do adore them but could I honestly last for 3 months when the devotees and Mother are travelling around the world? I think I will go mad...but I will be THIN......THIN and MAD....I don't think so.....but being a single woman with no children....I could have 9 just like that!
the name AUNTY peels through the air ......what happens if this is my last chance of divine intervention......tonight I will pray for the decision to be out of my hands. Tomorrow is the last darshan and the big party...then off to Puttaparthy!!!!