I think I am ready to move

Tomorrow Kiara leaves for Sri Lanka, I said I would stay with the Canadian Jean for one night, but today I feel unsure. I have a sore throat and feel a bit down, not sure why. Everyone is so lovely here, kind and generous...but I don't feel the connection to this place. I have just bumped into a French guy that was at M Meera's...I was sipping my fresh coconut milk..." bonjour comment ca va?" I told him that I was finding it all a bit much..."a oui...ziz man is verry powerfool...he takes zee energie from you so be carefool!" he was off to Kerala and to Ammachie (hugging amma)....well I will allow the Gods to plan my trip...I am tempted to go to Bangalore, and then Tiruvanemalai (think that's how you spell it...anyway those that know say Tiru)..it is mean't to be small, spiritual with a huge mountain. Walter is toying with the idea of coming with me, but to be honest I have more fun on my own..with more possibilities presenting themselves. Sai Ram.....I have just been given a beautiful book abut Sai Baba's life by Lucy the French girl....you see how nice people are....or am I being hooked in? I can definitely say this....his message is amazing and if you live by what he says I have no doubt you will reach salvation quicker and have a better chance to be happy...Sai Bob Marley