So Everything has turned on it's arse, and I have to have FAITH all will be fine....Yesterday Hernan and I sat on the roof in the sunshine for about 4 hrs, flirting talking about life, whether it was ok to spend 'time' together....ok so we had a snog...but then I went through all the stuff that I want to move away from...and so I started to withdraw. Then my voice completely disappeared...I went to meet Walter at the German Bakery where Dana Gillespe was singing, remember her from Jesus Christ Superstar? Anyway she does a blues routine, but uses the word Baba, in a lot of the lyrics. Today went to listen to an amazing lecture by a guy from South America...talking about how to find truth and to let go of the mind...that all is an illusion.....so if suddenly I don't have anyone to rent my flat is that an illusion too...I find some of the concepts, so difficult to get. It is weird all is Happy Happy and suddenly you are forced to think and think...and that is what you are mean't not to do......so I will do a mediation ask Sai Baba to sort out my London problem and hope my voice comes back.....this is weird!!!!
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