I'm not a One Guru GIrl

Ego Ego look how Ego I travelled far to let EGO

But he came with now wouldn't you know

The masters say we have no mind we must not think only FEEL

But Ego hangs about all day so say goobye and start to Heal

So I had 3 amazing days at Amma, she is a remarkable woman with so much love and energy how can you not feel good. I didn't want to leave the ashram and go in to the big bad world, I felt so safe so cared for...how would I ever be able to hold on to what I have learned in 5 weeks. I cannot say that I have found my master...Mother Meera, went deep into my soul, brought up my past, my feelings of rejection. Sai Baba brought up my sensual and pleasurable side and how I deal with men and relationships. Amma was mother, her love so unconditional so pure. I know I will be back to deal with more it's the most pleasurable therapy session I've ever had....So I walked over the bridge with the mist rising and the sweet sounds of Indian music coming from the Back Waters....caught a taxi to the bus station...decided the bus was too full and too much of a jolt back into the real world, so I headed for the train station. I can't say that was much better, but I got on, sat on my case by the open door, and watched paradise go by. Palm Trees, beautiful sea, canoes in the back waters and arrived at Varkala. South Cliff Eden Hotel...clean, gorgeous and my friend Fran. Exhausted from her flight from London she went straight to sleep and I left in search of the perfect massage.....with the help of Dennis...not sure of his Indian name he took me to a place with teak carved massage tables...2 women covered me with oil and totally took over...I flew to another dimension of goddess....and Dennis has invited Fran and I to his village for Christmas. So far Varkala is hip and chilled and clean compared to where I have been.